7299.) I miss you like crazy. I’m still not over how I’ll never get to kiss you again, run my fingers through your hair, look into your eyes, or just hug you. I’ll never get to lie in the park with you just watching clouds and not having to say anything, just being happy because I’m in your arms. I liked your rather weird hair, your sense of humour, your perverse mind, the occasional annoying conversations, the funny random noises you made, the burning touch of your fingertips on my skin, and how you took my breath away and never gave it back. I hate how you said all those magical things you didn’t mean and for the permanent ache you’ve left in my chest. I wish you’d done something to make me hate you, it would’ve made it easier. But I could never hate you. I can’t stand to think of you with someone else, and you looking at her the way you looked at me, and not even remembering me. You weren’t the shiniest button in the box, but I still don’t see any flaw in you. To you I’m nothing anymore and just another girl you went out with. My friends didn’t see what I saw in you. But to me you are amazing. And it kills me knowing that you don’t want me.
7301.) I dreamed a dream in time gone by. When hope was high. And life worth living. I dreamed that love would never die. I dreamed that God would be forgiving. Then I was young and unafraid when dreams were made and used and wasted. There was no ransom to be paid. No song unsung, no wine untasted. But the tigers come at night with their voices soft as thunder. As they tear your hope apart. As they turn your dream to shame. He slept a summer by my side. He filled my days with endless wonder. He took my childhood in his stride but he was gone when autumn came. And still I dream he’ll come to me. That we will live the years together. But there are dreams that cannot be and there are storms we cannot weather. I had a dream my life would be so different from this hell I’m living. So different now from what it seems. Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.
7303.) I always long for the things that I know that I can never have. I want you, but you’re untouchable.
7334.) I texted you last night, and you actually responded. The only other time I’ve been that happy was the first time you kissed me. I actually felt high on life. I miss you so much. I hope you know I really do love you.
tr4vels asked: You!! Get on Windows!!
I cant!! I tried!! It said something about a download and then the download didnt work…. Oh and if you didnt get my text then happy birthday which I suppose is now belated xD
7319.) I lay awake at night thinking about him, even though we’re over.
7069.) I don’t think you’ve even thought twice about me when all I do is think about you every single fucking day.
Dear Future Boyfriend, →
I don’t expect you to be prince charming. I don’t want you to be perfect. I don’t expect you to sweep me off my feet, and treat me like a princess. I just want you to be able to love me and accept me for who I am. I hope that we can communicate and talk about things like never before. I want to be able to tell you everything about me, and you can tell me everything about you, without judgement. I want to stay up for hours with you. I want you to teach me how to play video games and cuddle with me when I get tired of learning. I want you to meet my friends and I want to meet your friends too. I will let you hang out with your boys, as long as you let me hang out with my girls. Of course, I will get jealous when you talk to another girl, but that’s human nature. I want to look up at the stars with you on a hot summer night. I want to take road trips with you and one day, I hope we can fly together somewhere to a better, hotter place. I want to hold your hand. I want to try to take away your pain. I want to be there for you, no matter what we’re going through. I just want you. All of you. You and I together forever. Is that too much to ask?
Please save me from my loneliness.
Sincerely, Me.
